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“My sister told me a soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest but the one who makes you feel the most, who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in. It has always been you.”
Sierra Demulder, Love, Forgive Me (via quotethat)
Jul 27th
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“I am thinking about her. I am thinking about her even though I don’t want to think about her. I am thinking about her because I can’t forget her, because I continue to look back at her. She is the only one. I can’t let go of what once was and what will never be again. I can’t face the fact that she is gone gone gone, I can’t face that it was me who drive her away. I was with her. I loved her. I drove her away. I am thinking about her even though I don’t want to think about her.”
Jul 27th
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suicidalbreakd0wn:

whenpainmeetsdeath:

I wish at school they would talk about depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and self harm. Not just bullying. Because sometime it’s not people that make us feel like shit, it’s ourselves.

YES SOMEONE FUCKING SAID IT, YES.

Jul 26th
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Jul 26th
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vacill-ation:

"What am I for you? A friend? A pal? You fuck your buddies? If we continue, we have to do it right.”

Rust and Bone (2012)
Jacques Audiard

Jul 26th
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“Sometimes,
I wake up
at four in the morning
and taste smoke
in the back of my throat.

I swear to god,
you’re still burning
somewhere inside me.”
Jul 24th
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[new text message/ 3:16 am]
I just drove 16 hours. I need to see you.

[new text message/ 2:09 am]
I’m drunk and I know I told you I didn’t want this anymore. But I want it. I want you. I’m sorry.

[new text message/ 12:13 pm]
Maybe if I could kiss you one more time everything would be alright.

[new text message/ 8:07 am]
Fuck. I shouldn’t have let you go.

[new text message/ 4:02 am]
Are you up? I miss you.

[new text message/ 4:05 am]
A lot.

[new text message/ 5:16 pm]
I saw something that reminded me of you and my throat caught fire.

[new text message/ 12:22 am]
I wish you were here.

[new text message/ 3:17 am]
I need you. Please call me back.

9 texts I wish you’d send me even though I know I’ll probably never hear from you again (via extrasad)
Jul 24th
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it is taking every bit of me to resist reaching for the closest sharp object and right now the only things holding me back are the promises i made and the fact that i’ve made it this far, clean and untouched.

but it’s getting bad again. i know it, i can tell. don’t tell me that things will be okay in the end. right now they aren’t and don’t. don’t expect me to be all rational about it, because trust me i would if i could, but i just fucking can’t, alright?

i can’t and i hate myself for it. so fucking much.

Jul 23rd
“you can’t even succeed at killing yourself.”
everyone
Jul 20th
LH